Vent.

Feeling very discouraged today.
Yesterday, too.
Not sure why I feel so terrible.
But I do.
Tuesday and today, Wednesday, have just been horrible.
I mean, there have been some high points.
But mainly it's just been me feeling terrible.
Couldn't sleep Monday night.
Couldn't sleep Tuesday night without taking medicine.
Have had to force myself to eat off my diet plan to actually eat.
Been getting random acid reflux attacks.
The kids weren't listening to me.
Having to ask if people would buy stuff for me.
I don't know if all of this stress is coming from me not having money this week, or what.
But it's making me really frustrated that I'm gaining weight instead of losing.
I want to work out, because I still want this healthy lifestyle I'm working on.
But I don't feel like working out.
I don't even feel like moving or talking.
I don't know what is wrong with me.
But I don't like it.
And I don't know how to fix it.
I'm hoping I can sleep tonight with no problem.
Or medicine.
Can't eat.
Can't sleep.
Drinking water gives me heart burn.
Don't feel like moving.
Feeling like no one is listening to me.
My stomach hurts.
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Maybe I am having withdraws from fruits and vegetables.
Because when I've been eating them all day everyday,
I never felt like this.
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