So, I haven't weighed myself in a week. My new scale arrived today, and I weighed myself on it. I'm 7 pounds heavier on this new scale than I was on the old one at home. Could I have gained 7 pounds in 7 days?! Nothing much in my diet has changed. Well, except Wednesday or Thursday when I scoffed down that cheesecake. D:
I know scales are different and all.
But the thing is, I weigh heavier on the scale I'm going to be using from now on.
I don't really know what to do now.
But I think I'm going to wait, and weigh tomorrow morning on the old scale, and then on the new, and the find the difference, and if it's not too big of a difference, I'll just use the number on my new scale, since it's going to be the one I'll be using from now on.
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This juice I'm drinking gave me acid reflux again, and it's making it really hard for me to eat my plate of spinach. -sigh-
Also, I am running on only an hour of sleep. For some reason, I could not fall asleep last night. I would lie down, close my eyes, be still, and dream, but I wasn't asleep. I could still hear the music playing and everything. I just could not fall asleep for anything. But it I finally did, it was around 4:50am, and I had to get up at 5:50am to get ready for work. Yay early days.
So now, I'm tired, and in pain from my acid reflux.
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As far as counting goes;
Only 14 days left of television, internet, and my cell phone until March 1st.
I have not Self-Harmed in 88 days.
I have not had a soda in 17 days.
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When I finally went to sleep, I had a dream that my aunt sent me to a hardware store to buy random things for her, since she didn't trust her husband (for some odd reason). So I went to the store and picked up all of these things, and all of a sudden, out pops my friend Reza, from behind a counter. So Reza and I shopped around looking for the last thing on the list. A welder thing. And these three random guys came up to us, and I don't remember what was said or done, but whatever they were doing made Reza become really protective of me. And then we checked out, and as we were leaving the store, I got a call from my aunt. And as I was on the phone with her, my uncle randomly popped up out of nowhere, and started glaring at Reza until I got off the phone. "She wants us to go to Toe's and get an ax!", I told Reza. And so then my uncle gave Reza a 100 dollar bill and said "This is Celeste's (my aunt) money for her ax." And Reza took the money and wadded it up and yelled "We don't need her money!" and then my uncle grabbed his wrist and yelled back, "It's my money too! -glare-". Then Reza, shaking with terror, straightened the dollar out and said "Oh, okay, it's okay, thank you for the money, sir." And then I gave my uncle a hug, and kissed him on the cheek, and said thank you for the money. Then my uncle started to cry and he said "I'm so happy that you gave your heart to God, you've become so amazing."
Then I woke up.
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